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You're currently in my sweet town.

last wed
went to jp to shop n find job wit li jun partner..juz have to wait long long now..was happy cuz sayang have nights out tat night n met him after partner went hme..walked around jp n ate bento box for dinner..then accompany him to buy some stuff back for his fren n off he went..back to him camp..n his b'day was the next day!!wished him through the phone at 12am..haha..but sad he have to spend his b'day in army..

last fri
went to jp during evening to prepare for sayang's b'day..wanted to give him a surprise..he booked out late n he wanted mi to go his hse wait for him to b back..but i lied to him tat i was at westmall doing some stuff for my parent..went to decorate a b'day cake for him n bought a super big birthday card too..wrapped his present also..zoomed down to his place n tried to delay his time..rushed everything n everything was perfect..he didnt noe i was at his hse..but his small sis go n tel him "jie jie inside"..damn!!in the end he wasnt surprise at all..ate his cake n was stil hungry..so went down to jp for dinner..was midnight by tat time..n hmed after "dinner"..




i dun where n how to express how i feel now..smth happened today n i was disappointed..fucking one!!n at tat moment i was tinking hu to call to tok to but i juz duno hu..i nid a person hu can really give mi useful advises n not keep saying "oh aiya forget it dun sad la..aiyo.."..which doesnt help..n sad to say there's no one i can tok to..everyone have their own stuffs to take care of..happy or sad..if happy y make them troubled if i tel..if sad y make them even miserable if i tel..if neutral y make them troubled or sad or destroy their peacefulness where there's no nid to do so..really duno wat to do..i duno the decision i made is right or not..i juz dun feel right and please now..i duno y..such a dilemma..it was hard to smile..n i noe life wont b the same as b4..there's already a scratch or rather a hole there..it wont b tat easy to mend it..it wont b........................................................................................................

my eyes keep perspire..n feel heavy..

FRI~
met sayang after he booked out last fri and waited for uncle and his mum to fetch us for dinner..i dunno where is tat place but it was a nice place..went to a thai restaurant for dinner n it was nice indeed..nice atmosphere and food..went to ben and jerry for dessert n i ate brownie again..haha..favourite!!!tat place is good cuz it got a lot of shops at tat place..can eat dinner n walk a few steps n reach a bar to have a drink or go ben and jerry for dessert or shop for clothes or ornaments.. :)) went to sayang's hse after tat n went hme of course..